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I finally came back from the fun but tiring choir chalet which lasted 3 days 2 nights. Had lots of fun playing cards and mahjong which i just learned.

DAY 1
Went to the creepy chalet located in changi, not far away from the "rumoured-to-be-haunted" OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL. Played lots of games which involved tasting weird drinks and playing water bombs and blahblah... Then came the fun part called the BARBECUE!!!!!!!!! I decided to eat only a few sausages that night and then spent the rest of the barbecue time helping out fanning the flames and cooking a few foodstuff. Then, Clement had a wonderful idea which was to setup a small campfire to roast the marshmallows. So, Me, Dillon, Yongxin Arthur Nicholas and Clement went to get all the used paper plates and cardboard and satay sticks and a burning charcoal to light the fire. It was so successful that most of the marshmallows which were attempted to be roasted caught fire and burnt. >.<  then the fire was going out so yongxin and me went to get dry twigs and leaves and in the process, discovered a gigantic ant nest when Yongxin accidentally stepped over a plotof soil and there was a crackling like fire(ants) burning the dry leaves. That fire lasted until 4 am in the morning cos Clement Dillon and Yongxin camped there till 4. And another funny disgusting episode was when a cat came. Wilson screamed and ran into the chalet cos me and Yongxin who found the cat brought it down to the BBQ where Wilson was. Apparently, the cat followed us cos it thought that we were going to give it food and when it realised that we were cheating it, it bit me and scratched Shiuwen. Stupid cat go die lah... Its saliva was damn stinky and i had to wash my hand like 5 times after that but luckily there wasnt any bleeding. Then Dillon found the cat annoying so he took a chicken bone and ran out of the chalet grounds onto the road and into the dark night and threw the chicken bone onto the road far away from the chalet and then ran back. The fricking cat came back after 45 minutes and so, Yongxin and Dillon finally scared the frigging cat out of the chalet grounds. Then between 3 and 4 am, most people slept and I slept at 3.30. At about 4, Chikhim and clement came in and interrupted me and arthur'ssleep and then they started playing on the bed shoving each other and sick clement tried to molest some people. Poor Yongxin slept on the floor with a jacket over him cos he forgot to bring his sleeping bag. The noise finally died down at around 4.30 am. Rachael Clarice Wilson Dillon and Carissa stayed up all night into the day. They finally slept at 10 am the next day.

DAY 2
Woke up at 9 am and ate mcdonalds breakfast sausage mcmuffin and drank apple juice. Dillon and Nich and Me went out to stock up twigs and leaves for tonight's "Campfire" until we were bored and then Dillon went back to sleep. Then Yurong and Arthur went out for SC meeting 0.0. But before that, Dillon took the Mac's garlic chilli and dotted HuangTao's face with it. According to Huangtao, the feeling was like this:"When I wake up hor, I smell the garlic chilli then I thought you all will steal my macdonald then I wake up but then my face very hot leh." Clement was made the scapegoat cos he was the last to enter the room and blur Huangtao said that clement did it. LOL.--_-- Then after tha, I learned how to play mahjong cos it was veryveryvery boring watching people playing but you dunno how to play. Kind chikhim thought me how to play. After that, i played and won 4 times in the morning... I sort of got addicted. Then we went cycling from 5-7pm and Ruowei fell unfortunately. Dillon found a dead crab by the shore and we were lusted after by sandflies which I managed to chase away. At 7, the sky was turning dark with both storm clouds and the setting sun so we quickly returned the bikes and took a bus back. On the way, Dillon bought a lighter sl that we could light the fire. Had Pizza for dinner and the boxes were extremely useful and helped create a very very large fire and we played with it untill quite late. Then Me Wilson Yurong Zhiting Ruowei Yongxin Yunqi took turns to play mahjong and I won 3 rounds and after I won mylast round, something happened which resulted in me having a sore shoulder which i decline to say.

And since i'm having a headache from the few hours of sleep i received I shall keep the 3rdday for sometime next time. EOYs are over... 3.2 for GPA... :) then had and will have choir on 1,3,5 almost every week of the hols... :))  So far everything's going fine except in terms of religion...

For the past few sundays, the pastors have been preaching about evangelism... Its quite tough for any teenager to evangelise cos school life is very busy and friends are busy on sundays, no time etc.etc.. the last time I tried to get friends to come with me to an evangelistic event, it was quite a hassle cos I had to arrange for transport and everything else... And it didn't help that no one was "evangelised", which meant that my efforts were sort of wasted. There's two more evangelistic events coming up soon, one on christmas eve and the other on 19th dec but there's choir carolling on those days so i hope that it doesnt clash and in any case, GOD comes first but the friends i wanna invite are all from choir and they'd probably be busy. But, its kinda urgent cos the people i have in mind are yr3s and yr2s, which means that time is running out cos they're leaving choir quite soon... And so, I'm stuck. But i shall trust Him anyway... He'll work things out in His own time...


P.S: I'll abolish the description of a friend every post cos...there's nothin else to say... Today the new SC's wore their ties *clap clap*. I wonder how they survive now that every flagraising is in the parade rectangle. Anw, I was a little emo tis morn cos they wore their ties but after that, I was as cheerful as ever. Tis is probably cos of the fact that time heals but erm... it was only like, one day... Anw, Tune in to this blog as I describe one of our choir members every post. It may not be 100% accurate but still... its meant to be funny. Today, we'll start with HUANGTAO.

HUANGTAO (a.k.a BOUNCY): A very friendly giant that resembles my bolster. Has a very high pitched voice and screeches all the time. Loves to poke his own belly and poke others. Laughs at the mention of the phrase " your mum". Likes to hug ppl WITHOUT permission. Makes fun of his cheeks. Grins like a banana with teeth( but a banana would be too small to describe him). Longs to kiss a certain CHAN one day. waddles about like a duck which leads to certain disaster.
Arch-enemy(BGR): WILSON TOH
Arch-enemieS(choir): Darius and Yongxin(He calls them the "meanest pair in choir)
Is afraid of: History Teacher, Darius, Yongxin, Frying pans, Fire(even candle flames melt him)



NOTE: THIS IS MEANT TO BE FOR FUN, NOT TO INSULT. Today, I was pissed again. Not pissed with anyone else but just me and me alone...

Today I was looking at the Goals part of the poster the school distributed at the start of the year to be pasted at the class notice board. I was scanning through the goals of my other classmates and then i saw mine. On the words of that piece of paper was "Top 10 in class".

I then started to realise how slack i was for the past 9 months. I had no motivation, no goal, no target. There was no direction i wanted to go, just drifting as the wind carried me... My graded assignments were mostly 'b's with a few 'A's and my test results about the same. Some classmates tried damn hard to achieve that same result but they did try their best whereas i did not. I didnt even give in my best, so I didnt think a deserved it. Those classmates were like very satisfied whereas i felt 'so-so'.

I feel its all about how i view things and my mindset. I never used to slack as much in my primary school days. I was practically a mugger at that time, studying on the bus as well. My goal was to get in to DHS and yep, i achieved it but now there's no goaland there'snothin to achieve, thats why i am so slack.

Even in choir... There was a time where I was one of the first to finish PT but now, I seem to come up with excuses FOR MYSELF such as " I sprained my ankle" or "I have a cough" so that i can slack.

I usually have some bursts of motivation but they are damn short. usually for about 4 days or so but they are effective cos the assignments I get during that span always get 'A's. Its probably cos I have this mindset that 'Nothing in this world is perfect' and so I don't strive for perfection. Or maybe its just that I'm too "bo-chap".

I hope that today I will finally realise my goal and strive to achieve it although its quite late already Now its made official. The president of the council put my name out of the list. Grats to you lucky arses who made it in. Damn all those who caused my name to be out of that effing list. Damn all of you who made me have to put on this condemned mask to cover up my real emotions. I swear i'll try again next year but if the idiots continue to put my name out of the effing list, I'll curse silently for the whole of next year. Maybe once this anger subsides, I'll be able to view things more clearly. But still, I find no comfort in self-consoled sentences and that's why I am still so pissed. In conclusion, Damnit. It seems extremely dumb... Why let such a small matter tick me off, throw my whole mind off course and push me into darkness-with no sense of direction? I just got news of the fact that I did not make it into the council.










It momentarily numbed me... Then anger, hatred and vengeance set in. I started to wonder if I should start to go against my dream... to hate the council and curse the heck out of it...and to hope that everything that they do fails.









Then, the thought of the teachers who i suspect voted me down came to my mind... Hatred and anger once again. The thought of screwing up their lessons so that they would live in misery(even though today IS 'chers day) was very tempting.









Even my other classmates who successfully got into the council seemed like enemies for a moment. It would be much easier to take revenge cos they are friends... And their secrets lie in my brain. One sentence could get them out of the council immediately.









My hope and dream for months vanished with just one email... it wasnt even a letter... just a mere email. What are dreams for, if they are just meant to drive you on for a short period of time and then make you suffer a setback? You lucky people who got into the council may be thinking: Dream are meant to push you to acheive your goals. But what if some idiots just prevent you from achieving your goals??









If i were in my normal, happy state of mind now, I would feel that movin on without lookin back would be the best choice. But now... its as if a boulder landed on you and even if you want to get it off, you just cant.









I dont mean to offend people or threaten anyone, its just that my mind is in a mess and i need to clear it up. So, Marcus, if you ever see this, I'm sorry if this makes you feel bad. okay, the other blog,www.f-r-e-a-k-i-n-e-s-s.bs.com was turned to private and didnt want to become public again so i abandoned it. this is the new blog to replace it. there's no cbox or any nice blogskin yet but i'll get one soon, if i can find one.

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